-gas is ruining a lot of plans.
-do all birds have a specific purpose or did God get bored?
-why do my feet smell all the time…good or bad?
-when will my knees explode?
-who is our next president…does it really matter anymore?
-how far is the float trip from me?
-where is she? I’ve been looking for 23 years.
-A movie about Chihuahuas? Seriously…
-It’s an organized mess….not a mess
-If it wasn’t so expensive to eat healthy, America wouldn’t be so obese…but still pretty bad I’m guessing. Mississippi is 31% obese, Colorado is 18%.
-I put my name on microchip that is going to Mars…find out more from NASA if you want
-Growing up is great and all, but I miss hanging out all the time with you guys.
-Life is good
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I thought it might be nice to have an active topic on the page that didn’t concern the Vifl float trip.
Drew, are you all moved in? How are things going? Has baby Roan peed in every room of the house yet?
Today marks my finals of the 2007 sprin semester. 1 down, 2 to go.
Is anyone planning on watching me hold hands with my bride and saying the I do’s?
I need a lot of prayer right now guys. Not a passing prayer or a small thing…but a real one. I’ve been dealing with a pretty low depression lately, those who know me well know how bad it can get, and I’m struggling to get out of it. It’s very, very painful and exhausting. I just wanna stop hurting. And no, I don’t know what else you can do. I know you will help me however and I can call. But I probably won’t call and you probably cannot help except by prayer. Please just help me fight the spiritual war…..I feel like I’m losing.
Get together
Published by April 3rd, 2007 in general, film, friends, reminiscent, random, funny, events and music. 2 CommentsFriday or Saturday night…one of our houses. A get together of people. Vifl people and more? Our houses, are those in FrankCo. At least for me. Also, it was good to chill with you guys sunday. Guys= James+Ryan+Jacob. Good stuff. Wish you had been there James Dill-io.
I am bi-polar. I take medicine for it and it helps quite a bit. Yet, sometimes with or without it I can hit depressed and manic. Manic is great. I feel like I am on top of the world. I do not want to give up the manic state of mind. HEHE. Depressed, however, is abominably horrible. I could feel it coming on a week ago. That’s right, I can physically and mentally feel it coming. I have to prepare myself and be careful around others. I am fighting it now, it makes me physically ill. I get pains in my body and sometimes throw up. It’s hard to fight yourself. So yeah….right now, everything seems negative. All the good is in my life and I acknowledge it, but I just wanna run away still. I’m not enjoying the fatigue, pain, and loneliness that comes from it. Yes, I’m not alone…but I can’t sense and accept the other people at this time as I should be able to. Here are some thoughts:
1. Why am I even a Christian?
2. I’m useless.
3. I always seem to fail, why can’t I succeed?
4. Everyone else is so dumb, why can’t they just understand?
5. I wanna drink some alcohol and smoke some tobacco.
6. I wish I was someone else, somewhere else.
7. Why do girls still reject me?
8. Who am I really?
9. Do I have a real future or is it just gonna be a wall when I graduate?
10. What if my dad hurts more and I have to take care of the family?
11. Homework is so dumb.
12. I just wish they would all shut up.
13. Money, all the want is money and fame.
14. I don’t want to cry anymore
15. Why doesn’t God fix me…..why am I like this? I hate being me. But I love it too…
16. I’m almost done, I’ll be dead soon.
17. Really, why llamas?
18. I love my family and friends very much….maybe I’m just a hastle.
So these, among many others, are things I have to fight a lot. I need to get stuff out here. It helps me to feel much better to release. Please be praying for me. I’m tired right now.
Jesus still rox! That will not change, though the way I see things can be ascewed.
Me, James, James, Ryan, and Jacob met up at the loop tonight. It was a rekindling of childhood/teen friends. It was a great time. We laughed and told jokes as if we were still young. I really liked it. It was funny, to me at least, to see James the Greater drinking a root beer float while Jacob, Ryan, and James the Lesser all had some beer. It was as if we covered all the range of childhood to adulthood at one table.
At vintage vinyl I had a lot of fun as well. James and I acted as if we worked at the place. He talked to two guys. One of them asked about Pedro the Lyon and the other one asked about some rock group. I talked to a black dude about DVDs and two white chics about new release CDs. It was a good time.
Overall this is what I want to say though it may be girly….I love you all very much. Tonight reminded me of how much. And it reminded me of the old days. It reminded me of the things we have all gone through. Some good, some bad, some weird, and some can not even fit a category. Laughing, yelling, singing, crying, and anything else. You all will be my family until the day I die. Distance and time will not destroy it..ever. Yeah, I’m crying…deal with it. Thank you all for your friendship and for being my brothers.
Oh yeah! The girl things…find me a woman. Thanks. Bye. LOL
hey guys, it’s been a while, but i have been reading vifl on regular basis.
just wanted to let you know i was in MO last week for my brothers wedding. it was sweet having the whole family back together, and I even saw justin and james (dillio brothers). surprisingly good times.
the wedding was in the same gazebo (park in washington) where my sister married justin. also where justins sister danielle married richard. and now where richards sister crystal married my brother. so we’ve come full circle in a wierd kind of way.
if anyone wants to see pics just send me an e-mail. i’m really not sure how well any of you know any of them.
it’s great to post again. i wish i had more contact with you guys. *sigh*
To all who read this please pray for James Wright and his family. His father is very very ill and in the hospital. Pray for God’s grace and understanding for Him and his family. Thanks everybody.
anyone know how Ryan’s doing with this whole “hurricane” thing down south? I know it didn’t hit him directly…just wondering if he was affected at all. post up if ya see this Ryan. Otherwise I’ll call ya tonight.
cart wranglers (www.cartwranglers.com) is coming along. we got some pictures up. there’s even one of leo. feel free to take pics and join in on the madness.
ryan, man that’s awesome. we’ve been posting on the comments of the july 6th post…trying to keep it going in there for as long as we could.
i got some new parts on my bike…i put a “new” fender and new handlebars on the past two days…it’s not shined up in those pics or anything…but it’s awesome to ride. check it out!
Continue reading ‘the circle’s been broken’
seeing james and ryan and daniel made me feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside. and they were standing over 2 feet from me. afterwards, my brother couldn’t stop telling everyone about daniel’s llamas. next time we’ll have to fire up the electric fence.
james, i’ll try to keep you in my prayers. you too ryan. daniel?
oh, i’m back in PA now.
Hey guys I need prayer for my future in fla or MO cuz I’m homesick yet I want to make good decisions and move on with my life I think I have a plan but just pray that I can let God lead me not my ambitions or friends. Well thats about all. I really enjoyed seeing all of you I miss all you guys so much. You are the best ppl in the world and I’m so glad to know you and get to spend time with you. Peace out for now.
Rybers McGee
So…Drew’s getting married in a few days.
yep.
sounds good.
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